Catching the Wave - An Action Triangle Contemplation

Adam Blvck, 2025-04-17

Hey there, my name is Adam Blvck, and today I want to share an experience I’m currently having with what I would call my first real breakthrough in the newly released Gene Keys Star Pearl program — specifically within the context of my latest Action Triangle (something one obtains after doing a self assessment) called Catching the Wave.

In this post specifically, I want to explore a deeper realization about collaboration, or more precisely, the way partnership flows in creative work.

The Silence Before the Share

So first of all, let me say this — I haven’t really been posting online for a while.

And that’s not burnout. That’s deliberate silence. I’ve been disconnecting from the outside world in order to explore the inner one — to look again at the belief systems, the structures, the ideas that I’m walking through as a human being.

And one thing that’s really shown itself is this:

I have a tendency to make ideas infinitely large. As in, I don’t just have an idea — I enter it, like it’s a world. I live in it. I explore all of its rooms.

So when I look at something — anything, even something dark — I can go into it. I can enter the mind of someone extreme, say, a Nazi-era thinker, and understand the logic from inside. Not agreeing with it, of course — but seeing the pivot point that created it. Then I return to my own center and see clearly why it’s broken. Most people never walk back. I do. That’s part of my process.

And yet, this very gift creates tension when it comes to sharing. Because then I feel like…

“If I’m going to express something, it has to be everything.”

And if it’s not everything? Then it better be popular. Widely respected. Exquisitely worded.

Which means… I don’t post. I freeze.

The Extremism of the Creative Mind

These two projections hit me like a wall:

  1. No one will care.
  2. It has to be perfect.

They are both extremes, and together they cancel me out. Mental extremism. A protection mechanism.

And what this results in is isolation. I stop sharing my work. I stop showing the process. I go dark — and in that darkness, something is lost.

And that something — that exact thing — is what my breakthrough is about. What I’m now realizing, and embodying, through this Action Triangle.

A Living Anecdote: Open 777

Let me tell you a story.

I had an idea for an application called Open 777, a digital lookup tool for correspondences inspired by Aleister Crowley’s 777. There wasn’t a good dataset online, so I began building one myself.

I completed the first 100 columns. Then life came in — work, study, house, girlfriend, health — and I paused the project.

But before stepping away, I uploaded the work to GitHub with a clear note: "If you want to contribute, email me."

Months passed. I didn’t even check the inbox.

Then, four months later, I read an email from someone who had found the project and been deeply inspired. He completed the entire thing. Hundreds of rows. Obscure symbols. Coptic letters. Things that would’ve taken me weeks. He just did it.

And I was like… damn. A person I’ve never met just crystallized my seed of work into something complete.

So I picked it up again. I merged it. I continued. I shared it with others who were studying similar esoteric paths, and they were grateful. Their gratitude gave me energy.

And this… this is where it clicked.

The Action Triangle Comes Alive

So here’s how it all maps to my Action Triangle:

  • Life’s Work — My contribution to invisible beauty, truth, transformation.
  • Creativity — The act of crystallization. Taking something and refining it into clarity.
  • Culture — My relationships. My partnerships. Line 2.

But here’s the kicker:

Creativity needs support to crystallize. And support only flows when I allow myself to be seen.

When I don’t share, the crystal doesn’t grow. When I do share — even just the seed — the one-in-a-million person appears, and the triangle activates.

The Friction of Being Myself

Now — it’s not that simple. I have Gene Key 6 in my Culture position. That means conflict is part of the package.

When I express myself fully, conflict is inevitable. Religion, science, astrology, the quantum — when I speak my mind, friction follows. But guess what?

Diplomacy is the gift. And through diplomacy, I grow.

So if I don’t step into that conflict — if I avoid it — I stagnate. And when I stagnate, my creativity becomes hasty. I rush. I try to “make up for lost time.” But that haste actives my creative shadow (Gene Key 38) I Struggle with my Creativity, I try to force it with pure will to make it work through Pride, my Life's Work), and what follows is Isolation - the pathway that connects my creativity with my culture.

It all loops back. The only way out is to return to the triangle — and to share from the centre.

The Action Plan (A Living Map)

So what’s the takeaway here? Here’s the personal Action Plan I’ve sketched for myself — feel free to apply it if it resonates:

  1. When I feel lack of self-esteem, I ask: Can I be fully myself right now — gently, and in synergy with my whole being?
  2. From that self-esteem, I approach my creativity with subtlety. I don’t rush. I crystallize.
  3. As I persevere, I support myself by sharing — clearly, artfully, and with diplomacy.
  4. This openness invites support — the one-in-a-million partner who shows up, who sees it, who expands it.
  5. And through that, my Life’s Work moves forward. The wave is caught. The triangle spins.

Crystallization, Not Completion

Maybe I don’t need to change a million people. Maybe I just need to collaborate with ten. Maybe ten souls are all it takes to build the future.

And so I continue. I keep writing. I document. I create charts. I make things readable. I speak. I post. I open myself to misunderstanding. To criticism. To partnership.

Because that’s how the crystal grows.

And ultimately — that’s what this Action Triangle is teaching me:

Growth doesn’t come from perfection. It comes from trusting the process, and sharing the seed.

Thank you for reading!