Why Can Life Be So Fucking Hard?

Adam Blvck, 2020-03-13

Why can life be so fucking hard? Is it actually?

Only when you desire something from it. Damn

Profound shit said left and right But Who Cares?

The tree grows steadily Keeping a simple pace One sunset per day

There is no pressure for the Tree

Where then does this pressure come from? From consciousness?

Yes! The Mother of Chaos. The Father of Order.

Right at the bind between these two worlds The curves meet, At the macro and the microverse.

Here walks the man.

No manual or word to guide Only eyes and two hands at his side And then there's the pain

The pain of being aware. The struggle to fix and repair. The guilt of sounding aloof. The pleasure of finding Truth.

Sleep well Dear Lord Because you're experiencing the same accord

I don’t exist You don’t exist The Sun doesn’t exist

Not in the way our Ego learned it Not in the way our future hoped for it.

Epic growth, No Equality Regime, Control, Democracy The crushing force of life itself.

Anyway. Please make Chaos go away.

ADAM BLVCK