Prayer Cvll

And there I stood, at the edge of existence.
In front of me, blackness, darkness, a lack of persistence
I’m never ever gonna make it!
How can anything positive come out of such darkness?

Better dull my senses

So yet again, I looked away, checking if someone would help me. Yet what I saw was a world that was going in a downward spiral too.

Nothing has real meaning.
Trump made a shit.
We’re mechanic flesh bags.
We’re here to sustain the economy!
Oh, but yes, right, I have rights!

Better dull my senses

Capitalism is the unavoidable Common Good.
No no… it’s Evil! Check the inequality!
Communism takes everyone into consideration.
No no… it denies individual expression for sake of an ideal.

Communities and social media connect people.
No no… They are opinion-confirming echo-chambers, which form the new consensus.

Aight, enough of that.
Oh look, my child created a painting!

Better dull my senses

Social Media is our only outlet and connection with reality.
The Earth is dying due to our consumption-based mentality.
A minority thinks that they’re gonna save the economy.
The West is thriving on the exploitation of the other half of humanity.

Better dull my senses

Psychological disorders are seeking group confirmation and becoming collective, unstoppable demons.
Oh fuck, Trump made a shit, again!
A drug user was murdered by the hands of the Police.
The government didn’t do anything about problem X.
They are racist.
They don’t understand.
The people want something else.
He’s boasting.
She is flirting.
OH FUCK CORONA!

Better dull my senses

… GUYS IT’S ALL FAKE …
VACCINES ARE FAKE
THE GLOBE IS FAKE
THE GOVERNMENT IS FAKE
SOCIAL MEDIA IS FAKE
INFORMATION IS FAKE
GOOGLE IS FAKE
WIKIPEDIA IS FAKE

WHO AM I?
AM I FAKE?

Of course not.

BUT I DON’T CARE
I’ll tell you what is TRUE!

BETTER DULL MY SENSES!!!

The undeniable fact is that I’m all alone, together with y’all.
On a small little planet, sharing the same unconditionally loving Sun.

But the amount of Chaos in our society is only increasing.
And I realise that I’m in no position to tell you what to do.
I can’t even tell you how wrong you are.
Less I notice myself how wrong I am!

But I am in a position to look at myself and to choose.
To choose to learn WHO I AM.

Because as I’m learning about myself, I’m learning about you.
We’re on the same branch on the tree of life, after all.

And despite me not knowing what I want to do.
Despite having no approval by society, nor peers, or family.
Despite me standing in front of a dark black hole.

I shalt jump, and take the leap, into that which is most uncomfortable.
Into the darkness, of the good night.

If the answer lies not without.
Then the answer lies within.

Shhh….. Listen!